Tonight I'll take what I can get.
Hello there. I must say I think buddy have died somewhere. She hasn't contacted me since her sports camp and I call her everyday, mostly to wake her up for work, but somehow she's been out of reach. Her whole family has been out of reach! Even Nicolette can't be contacted. It's making me worry, :( Isabelle, where are you? :(
I've been skipping work these past few days .. And so tomorrow will be my last day of work instead of Monday because ............ ME AND SANTHI ARE GOING FOR THE SPSU FOC! Heh heh heh. I swear I'm not very keen in meeting new people and such, I'm never good with meeting new people. And usually SPSU is filled with outgoing, amiable, enthusiastic people like Santhi. What an irony that I'm in it. But I'm actually quite excited for the camp. I mean I'm not exactly the kind who'd be very enthusiastic, why I'm not enthusiastic at all. But I'm not that hostile anymore, and it feels good. But you know, I still wanna go for the Sports Camp, :(
I've been eating a lot these past few days, I'm like a fucking 54kg right now and I doubt I'm gonna grow any taller than my current 1.68m, :@ :@ :@ I gained 2kgs for godsake. And I'm not suppose to complain about my weight cause I think weight is such a sensitive issue to everyone, but I've been on the very heavy side before in sec one and I know how it feels like being unable to see your toes and having to defy extreme gravity. So I've just been cautious since then. And I really, really, REALLY want to join rock climbing. So I want to be as light as I can to be proficient without being disgustingly weight obsessed.
I bought a lot of things today, mostly stationaries and well mostly for Hottie. I kinda tend to buy a lot of things for people I miss ever so much. It's an odd reaction. But it's not unusual, cause I always let my feelings control me. Sometimes I think I need to learn how to respond and not just react.
I'm babbling a lot today. I must be upset/grumpy. Ahh, let it be pay day already, :( Okay, I'm really feeling horribly cranky and I'm missing baby. God damn it. I bet it's hormones.