Monday, April 28, 2008

I wanna hold your hand,

I feel like talking today. So let me share some things people may not know about me. Well maybe some do, maybe. I like Britney. I like her song Piece of me, it's funny. When I was young I used to think we could choose our gender when we grew up. Doesn't mean I want to be a boy. I like being a girl. I pretend to be brave, when actually I'm really afraid. I think that if I pretend to be brave, okay, hyper, maybe I'll start to feel a lil bit like that.

Guess what I fear most. I'll say that I'm most scared of lizards, earthworms, the ghosts in horror movies. But thing is, I'm most scared to be alone in the world. Alone at heart. I find it hard to feel like I really belong somewhere. But I do find places to belong to in special someones. That's the scary part, cause they may leave you. And then where will you be. But that's what makes me appreciative for many things as well. But right now, I am scared. Because I don't know if I still have my place in someone.

I'm not being emo, I just feel like talking. I miss you know, hottie. I'd type out her name here but I don't know if I'm allowed to. I don't think she wants people to know she exists, or rather that I exist. Well I know who you are and that's enough. But do you know who you are now? I just miss you okay.

I've to go do my Global Warming research.