Today is study day, :( I hope I actually use today to study. But I am awfully restless and frustrated. Hm.
To HeemHian, Cheer up fatty. You made me cry with your post damn it. When you're sad there's nobody to make stupid funny noises and compete at shouting with me cause you're the only one who woulnd't mind being noisy with me..
Anyway, friday I met up with Santhi and Shermin, :) We ate sushi and walked about and ate some more. Hahaha, we were just eating our way through town. Weirdly enough we didn't take any pictures.. I had a great time with them anyway and it's comforting to know that we're at the same school feeling the same things about certain groups/types of people.
Yesterday was the final timetrial for Sprint IVP. And. I screwed up my T1 timetrial. And, I, am, so, angry. But I cannot blame anyone but myself cause I let myself get distracted by thoughts and gave up trying halfway, when I could've !@#!$%%!@%!%@#!@#%!#@E. I am just angry. So now I am not qualified for the T1 event. So, okay. Me and Tsa got into T2 event when our boat can't even go straight the first 200m....... But it's okay. Cause me and my partner will always try our best even if we look like total slackers.
Headed down for polo right after timetrial. Anyway, I hate it when people tell me that it's okay that I don't do as well for sprint cause I'm going to polo side eventually. What kind of fucking attitude is that. Doesn't mean I don't have any interest in sprint and wouldn't try and improve and put in the effort for it. Damn you for thinking that way. I like both sides by the way and I would continue trying to balance both for as long as I can.
So, anyway, polo training yesterday was in my opinion productive cause there was so much space and we concentrated more on out boat skills and shooting. There were only like four alumnis there to teach us and 6 of us year 1s and the o'level boy who I don't know how to spell the name(or even pronounce it). We played two games, each 30min+ long... And I got agitated during the game and shouted at Tsa, Sorry partner ): You know I don't mean to shout right? I'm just like that when I'm playing polo. Sometimes I worry that I may be too hot tempered for you guys and shout or scold you all, :(
So I should probably study.
I miss these kids.
Haha, Milo, Nike and Reebok partners.
Everyone else has the pictures already. Someone please pass them to me, ):
bye.