Sunday, December 14, 2008

One of the hardest things in life is having words in your heart that you can't utter.
- James Earl Jones

Hm.
It's hard to admit I miss you because I refuse to show that I still feel so much.

Came back on Friday night. Taking an aeroplane back alone isn't really um, exciting. And I actually do miss my family. I'm not the kind to talk about my holiday and I didn't really do anything but visit relatives, cut hair, shop a lil and get sick. I thought I would come back feeling better, but it's not really surprising that I feel so much more I don't know, empty? Not surprising because the year is ending and with that comes the feeling of reminiscence of the past. Yes. I must learn to look at the brighter side of life, which I really find hard to even admit that there is this side of life.

Saturday, finally went for canoe polo training. Really felt quite insecure with my boat skills and handroll since I haven't gone for canoe polo training for a month or so due to sprint IVP and MST partI. Me and shir have MST partII when school reopens. And my monthly bleedout came so I guess that explains my more than usual mood swings.

Today I had dinner with Isabelle since I have no food at home. And she had free bus tour tickets so we went to ride the Funvee open top bus.

Our hair went whoosh!


Yup.
Bye.