Am quite disheartened and upset with myself. Yesterday's friendlies with NTU and NP felt quite bad for me. I think my head wasn't in the games or what. Made more mistakes than I can remember. And I can't shoot at all. Every attempt was just a totally shit lousy shot. I don't feel like I'm improving at all. It feels like I'm just stagnant. I don't know, I don't feel like I'm helping the team. I'm hoping it's just because of my arm. But I don't think so.
And during one of the games at NP, I totally just passed the ball twice to the other team cause they were wearing blue life vests!?#!@
Need to level up.