I fall sick very easily, :(
I am down with a cold right now, no not swine flu, :/
& my throat itches like crazy.... hope it didn't spread to any of the other girls..
Been very busy and will be very busy the next few weeks, or let's say the upcoming two months.
All my focus and energy will be on Polo IVP and exams.
I've started studying for exams already, yay me.
When I'm not studying, not training, I'm either sick or too tired to go out.
Anyway my weeks will be pretty much the same, which is
gym gym polo circuit polo polo polo
I don't mind the gym and polo, but I think circuit honestly kills me the most, :(
Last Thurs we ran to Bukit Timah Hill from Dover
& it felt better than the Botanics run but it was so stressful to my knees cause of the many slopes.
Honestly I wish I could run better.
It's really sad to see all your teammates running so fast and you lagging behind all the time.
Espada:
You know, I really really want to win, achieve something for IVP so very badly that it kills me to think otherwise.
And ever since I joined canoe all I wanted to do was make an impact.
I'm not the most positive person, but I've always had hope in all of us.
I'm the kind that doesn't care who we play against, cause what matters is how you played, how much you put in.
Lately there has been this increasing stress within everyone.
It's eating up everyone from the inside and I can feel the initial spirits we had being overshadowed by something else.
Don't doubt yourselves okay, especially not right now.
Just, don't give up okay?