Oh how we regret those things we do,
Hate work on Mondays and Wednesdays.
Cause I know I am missing pool slot........
Wanna be in the pool so badly.
I remember last year when I was so damn sad and broken because of a certain relationships ending,
All I wanted to do was train so much until my body and mind broke down.
But instead, training made me strong and my mind became focused.
But every now and then there was this period when everything slowed down
My feelings would catch up with me and I can't breathe.
Now I just want to run again, train like crazy and break myself.
Sometimes work is quite fun.
Fighting with other people through the phone regarding their bills..
I think I'm born to fight. I am highly stubborn but adaptable.
And I have a hell lot of pride.
Especially for the people I love, for the things I have passion for.
Especially canoeing. I hate it when I do not perform.
Hate it when I'm not improving as fast as I want to.
It upsets me when others are not putting in as much effort to improve or at least do their best.
And I have a lot of pride in my team (Boys and Girls for both sides), because I simply believe we are the best.
I've given up on many things.
And this is all I really have.