Thing is, you're a dream
& I keep waking up
I don't know if today is a good day or bad day?
Worked sucked as usual..
And I like suddenly grew a pimple right at the tip of my nose, X_X
After work I was suppose to run with Theresa
But her boss held her back and I didn't run in the end, :(
I went to find the team, and found out that only me and Ruiyi went for training.
I didn't even get to see Ruiyi cause she left earlier.
I was thinking that I should go training since I haven't seen Espada and have been eating my days away in the office,
BUT NOO, noone was there except the boyz.
I gymed with Yeehwee and we had the whole upper gym to ourselves, :D
Good thing Theresa came to find me for dinner, if not I would have been like seriously lonely.
But today feels like an awfully good day, in a way.
Feels like my heart restarted.
And yet, I am so cautious cause I tend to be too hopeful.
But being hopeful isn't really a bad thing until your hopes gets crushed.
I can't deny that some things will always make me happy
But admitting it scares me.
One of my favourite books would be Dear John.
I love reading it and can't stand it at the same time.
It's so sad and heartwrenching.
I hate it when two people who love each other don't end up together.
It's just not right.
I read it over and over again, because secretly I'm hoping the ending would change.
So much for living without regrets.