Happy belated birthday fatty queen!
I'm sorry I don't do the message people exactly at twelve to say happy birthday. Cause honestly I would rather sleep and then wish you face to face the next day. Heh heh. I'll always share my mashed potatoes with you!
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First water training for juniors. We couldn't go down to Mac today so it was polo the whole day. There's still like too many people, :S Training was, quite, ugh. I feel like shit cause I feel like I'm not performing at all. Like I'm back to year one with my basics all messed up. Don't know, am frustrated with myself, :( Only three months left to IVP. I want to give everything I have to this sport, to my team. Although I know I want to, I ask myself what is everything I have? I really want to win and make a difference for SP Girls team.
I'm honestly not very strong. But I feel stronger when I'm angry. That's why I submerge myself in anger to get through times that could break me.
Other than that. I need to like seriously study. And finish up all my work, :(
Sometimes, what we need is to know that we can make it.